i found this statement arah blog urg when i GOOGLED "boredom"...yes! i google the word!

"What is worse than being alone and boredom? Nothing else.. It's arguably the perfect combination to drive people crazy.. That's it.. It's the worse things.You feel like every second past is a waste. You want to do something or merely hoping for something to happen but it doesn't. Then, you hastily look around. Nobody's around you. Clock's ticking slow like hell as if every second seconds seems take hours to past.Perhaps the world's second worst crime is boredom. The first is being a bore.Don't let boredom kills you. Get up. Just do it."

And found out dat im not the only one who's feeling dat way lately anie..so it feels much better.. :) im still a normal human being yg feeling bored..out of thoughts what to do or what 2 feel..and feeling dat things around u moved and appeared the same way everyday..what du u expect yas? ure the one who needs 2 make the change..i wud say to myself, but the fact that im BORED..BORED jua msih..huhu! so i dun noe..what change cud i make anyway?? sum says when u feel bored,do crazy things..! (not suicide attempt or anything) hmm..lets see what crazy stuff i can do to remove this boredom out of my life???? ahh...can't think of any..so i guess i'll be stuck wif this stupid feeling for sum tym..hopefully i'll get tru dis..hm..