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.Nov 29, 2008 ' 10:18 PM Y

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Went back home dri skul around 6 x tdi psl kna bwa mkn g yth hir blik..sampai at my bilik den limpang2 kjb..den Mukee texted! "mau ko bljr mlm ani k UBD" den i sed manasja laa.. since d umah bth kan dpt mood bljar..so i decided kan jln awal kan pigi EMPIRE rah pantai nya atuu kjb..jln tah ku around 7+..on my way Mukee texted again "Nda jdi" huhu..hmm..since ku bjln udah..ku taruskan tah perjalanan ku.. :)

I dun even noe why i wanna go there..stress na plg brpa stress,i think im just BORED kli..hehe!

so ke pntai nya la ku..it was all dark..den i cud hear bunyi ombak nya kuat..i sit arah kerusi nya and ALONE..guess what ?? bukan plg tenang sana a..berijab ada plg..hahaha! imagine laut atu basar and itam..ombak nya g mcm MARAH..hehe.. :D mcm2 imagination ku..tpi buat2 setaie la sja.. :D Ada urg swimming g tu apa..siuk mliat urg bedating dlm air a..haha!

Ada dlm 15 mins x sja ku duduk sana a..beruri aa..memberijab a! so blik tah ku..Naik ku first escalater empire atu..insyd my mind "angan2.." ..nek ku 2nd escalater..dlm utak ku.. "angan2"..den 3rd escalater atuu..i thought "EYH MANA KUNCI KETA KU AA??" hahaha!! upanya tgl arah kerusi tdi aa..SAATUPIIDDD!! nyaman dah ku angan2 n bjln nek ke atas..paksa ku turun ambil my car key atuuu..BUSIT! :D pksa plg ku naleh2 g turun k bwah.. gerenti urg yg ada d sana atu heran2 napa ku turun nek sja..hehe!

Now i noe dat diz kerusi sebenarnya meant for two person or more..u sit here alone nda ngam.. :) its cold..its creepy..its better to haf sum1 besyd u..who can hold u..hug u..make u feel warm and safe.. :')

p/s : I have no mood to bljar mlm anii..huh! buriiing ku mlm anie.. (-_-)..

.Nov 28, 2008 ' 1:11 PM Y

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Gimme a break..gila x 4 days in a row ku xm..i need to relax.. :) so far xm ku mcm ada pyh ada sdg laa..yg penting nda sanang laa xm atuu..but mls deyh saya fikirkan g..my last xm wud be on 2nd Dec tpi dua paper plg tuu..huh! tawakal.. :D cant wait xm anie abis..huhu..

Yth bah bis xm maths atuu i went liat muvie ceta TROPIC THUNDER mlmnya yg c ben stiller belakun atu..actually kan liat d cartoon BOLT but then the show ahir aa..KIUTT hamster dlm ball atu..n hmm nyaman lh rasanya mliat empire cineplex atu..since last week aku mcm nada lyf nada jln kemana2..hehe.. :D guez who i went wif?? adelerrr...hahahaha!!

Well..d ceta..i dun rele get plg..tpi cali plg juwaa..cali laaa..haha! the end was not that gud..i expected moree.. :) i'd give 6.5/10.. :) Now i hf 4 days in a row lgi holiday b4 my xm start blik..soooo LETS GET BACK TO WERK!!

p/s : To all my frens..teman seperjuangan ku yg setia..bersabar lah menghadapi dugaan EXAM..haha..after dat we enjoy to gether2.. :D

.Nov 22, 2008 ' 9:24 AM Y

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Okay examz's cumin and belive it o not..as i go through all my lecture notes,guess what have i found?? HIS name n number on every single course lecture notes ku..haha! Urg brunei ckp "ANGAU" :D Come and take a look at this..the name and No ku indicate pkai RED CIRCLES!

Arah my Developmental Psychology notes ku.. (pyh ih ngeja sikologi anie nda ku pndai! :D ..)

Arah my Organic Chemistry notes ku..

Arah Analytical Chem notes ku..

Arah Analytical chem notes ku LAGI..

Inda salah ku ani rah Physical chem notes ku..

Anie compom rah physical chem notes ku..

AGAIN...rah Physical chem notes ku...

Ih anie analytical Chem notes ku lgi ne... (gerenti analytical chem class anie buing!! hehe)

And what i realized rah DISCRETE MATHS notes ku nada..haha! pasal apatu nah?? Compom psl skipping class sama na mbwa notes tym class o tido o angan2 o 09.dan bermacam2 lagi.. :D

Well,u people wud say "haha..kesiaann.! " yea i noe i was a fool! but for me,its just ANOTHER STORY OF MY LIFE. Hapiness? Sadness? Its just part of life so you just have to deal with it! :) Afterall,i had a great tym knowing sum1 lyk him..he thought me something and i was happy.. (untill...hehe.. :p).. He's being a gud fren all this tym (tho im goin to miss it!) ..i just want him to be happy too.. :) Not working out between us doesnt mean we cannot be frens lagi..ryt??

He motivated me with these words.. :')

So its a gud thing dat i met him..i learned something jua..

So Y wud u be hurt knowing dat he wud be happy?

So f u ppl r feeling down at the moment..i wud say "LETS DO YOGA!!" eyh apakan? salah..haha.. "LETS ENJOY LIFE".. :) Things happened for reasons..So even u guys think tekana KARMA ka..apaka..DOWN ka..HURT ka..KELAIE ma cinta kmu ka..it'll make u feel good just to think dat "hey,nanti udah nanti2..u will laugh about it..u will smile to think about it..its just a matter of time.." sooner or later u will get the hapiness dat u deserve..belive me..

So take ur problems mcm kamu "barus gigi awal pgi" no matter how mengantuk u r n kusut barus gigi wal pgi..but after a few minutes abis jua kmu brus gigi..n d skulah ppl puji gigi kamu Putih..hahaha! (out hantap!! :D) Moral of the story "KUSUT/HURT sikit is WORTH it for later" :)

I noe..it hurts at first a little bit! (says Katherine Mc Phee.. :p) but lets just get over it!

This song's dedicated to ME!

OVER IT by Katherine Mc Phee.

I'm over your lies,and I'm over your games.

I'm over you asking me,when you know I'm not okay.

You call me at night,and I pick up the phone..

And though you've been telling me,I know you're not alone.oh.

.That's why(your eyes)I'm over it..

(your smile)I'm over it..

(realize)I'm over it..I'm over it..I'm over..

Wanting you,to be wanting me.

No that ain't no way to be..

How I feel..read my lips..

because I'm so over..

Moving on..it's my time..you never were a friend of mine..

.Hurt at first.. a little bit..but now I'm so over...

I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands..and I'm over your mouth..

Trying to drag me down..and fill me with self-doubt.oh..

That's why,(your words)..I'm over it..

(so sure)I'm over it..(I'm not your girl)..I'm over it..

Don't call..don't come by..

ain't no use..don't ask me why..

you'll never change..there'll be no more crying in the rain..

p/s : I will see you again soon dear.. ! :)

"Bah adang..continue study!! :) "

.Nov 16, 2008 ' 8:48 PM Y

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D’masiv ~ Diantara Kalian

Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkan mu
Namun kusadari ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkan mu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Lupakan aku kembali padanya
Aku bukan siapa siapa untukmu
Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa ku harus milikimu slamanya

p/s : :') i miss you always..

. ' 11:04 AM Y

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I wasnt expecting it berabis,aku baru jua abis mandi tym atu sal kan get ready kan k carnival DST atuu den suddenly my sis sed "BABU PANGGIL!!" n i sed krgtah ku turun sal aku sibuk kan get ready..haha! and my sis majal berabis ani waa "IH BABU SURUH LAJU TURUUN"..den mau nda mau turun tah ku juaa..den i asked my mum kenapa? belive me she sed "OWH NDA NI TDI YG CETA SEHATI BERDANSA ADA ROSMA SAMA KHAI" den tawa2 cia...mental ku kjb atuu! hahaha...sekali rupanyaaa...hehe..a surprised from the BFF mai..hehe! kuar dari bilik tamu mbawa cake.. :D

I was bangang again for a while.. (as Usual) mikirkan wat happened actually..den after ku sadar..I HUGGED HER!! :') and somehow i dropped my tears.it means alot to me..touched me berabis.. :') We both been goin thru lotsa things..n we always tried to be there for each other..d surprise? words just cant describe how i rele feel actually mai..! :') but i noe u noe it...Hugsh!

After years and years of friendship..I love you always...no matter what.. :') tnx babe.. :)

After mai balik,me baby n ly amal went to the carnival,actually babu suruh antar barang ke umah nene lu but we decided later sja after carnival sal kmi excited kan jumpa c UTT yg hengsem atuu..haha..yth ku KETULAHAN..! Haha..GUESS WHAT?? My instinct was right dear..i noe u wer guna go there..blum batah ku mijak tampat atu..I SAW U!!! :'( WIF A GIRL..! I noe i have no rites kan say anything but to tell u honestly..IT HURT ME ALOT.. :'( but i tried dat nyt to enjoy my nyt..walaupun dalam fikiran ku atuu saja,, :')

bek jua ada cUtt hengsem ani..hehe..we took pic wif him..ya paluk kmi..haha! (feelin2 sorang2.. :D) Bis Dk damit ly zurin ka imah were there too..siuk kmi liat urg Dancing atuu..ragat.. :D Cheered me up for a while..

C Jul came back from training bomba..Tanning yaaa..hehe..we wanted to main d flying fox but then nda sampat aa..yth duduk2 ja kmi sal naleh2 dah kmi nek bukitnya atuu..nda x ku takut g a flying fox aa..tnt to OBBD..heh..heh.

We liat bunga api after dat..ampir waa bunga apinya rah kmi aa..tnx jul..lawa ko gmbarkan aku aa..haha..

Then jumpa my band mates lagi..

Uhh n batah dah na jumpa n begambar ma NIzzah n Rina..hehe.. :D

Mimi was there too n she also got stories to tell..hehe.. :D berdegup jantung mu mi mlm atuu..? Den i decided kan nda mau blik awal salnya i noe lau blik umah gerenti payah kan tdo mikirkan psl atuu sja.. :') so after ke umah nini antar barangnya we cruising2 sampai kul 2.. k stadium cia kmi..mliat urg blumba bepulis..haha..k gdg..n mkn..! went back around 2 a.m la catuu..Nanti ku post psl wat i rele feels mlm anie..i just dun wanna think about it at the moment.. :')

p/s : Tnx to Baby n amal dgni kaka berEMO.. :')

.Nov 14, 2008 ' 7:15 PM Y

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1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture
3. Post that picture with no editing
4. Post these instruction with your picture
5. Tag 5 people to do this

mimi,ly amal,baby dk,Ireni,and YOU! :D

. ' 11:35 AM Y

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Remember OBBD? Yg temburong atuu..so durang organised a gathering lah cematuu..EAT! nyam2..hehe..d Saffron qlap aa.. :)

Batah plg nunggu mkanan nya nie..since d sana atu mcm very fine dining bah..we have starters..main dish and desert apa atuu..yth batah..but the nasi bryani sama luleh sama ayam nyaa nyamannn berabiss plus fish nyaa...satisfaction guranteed.. :D

We took some pictures and all lah mcm besaa..i looked happy n all..padahal dlm hati kusut sal naleh a..bcz before dat ku ada maths test..balik dri UBD kul 6 den tarustah k qlap sal naleh ku blik2 ke umah atuu..yth blum mandi n all.. eheh..

Mina n me..seperti biasanyaa..hahaha..

I hafto go blik awal tho sal my band bwa jamming..urgh..naleh banarnyaa but den singing s the passion hehe..so pigitah juwaa..ytah ku nda sampat mkn dessert nyaa..rugi juwaa tu..hehe..canatah jua kan..bejanji pukul 8.30 jamming tpi ku dtg kul 9.30..haha! yth ku sampat nyanyi 3 buah lagu x gnyaa.. :)

we leypark d Mynest until around 11.30pm den m finally home...*sigH*

p/s : I miss you..

. ' 11:07 AM Y

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The next day mcm i still dun have the mood to go to skewl..so yea..i skipped classes dat day..n hir dtg skulah..hehe.. :D den ptg atuu ke mall cia ku sama Mukee n Mimi..i wanted to buy sumthing..hehe.. :D Mukee kira tarus minta dgni begunting rah Alan salon..before ya bgunting mcm besa ku bwa durang men gandang d arcade..hehe!

Us buang buring nunggu Mukee abis begunting rambuut..

Den mkn ice-cream...but b4 dat bali barang dulu..hehe..lps atu barutah we jln rah Qayuum punya tmpat kaja n lepak kjb.. :D

Tukang angkat barangku..haha..sebagang aa kutaknya...mau tau apa ku bali..??? :D

Its a TABLE LAMP...cost me $60..hahaha! yg penting ragat..Its a ball..

p/s : especially for you.. :)

. ' 10:29 AM Y

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Im officially turned 20 udaahh..tua udaah..hehe..! but i think i enjoyed my life..tho kdg2 ada up n downs but i enjoyed most of it.. :) syukur alhamdulillah.. :) ok after go cart the nyt before so ly amal tarus sleep over at my place and guess apa kami plan nah? kmi kan pigi beach carnival d muara ryt so kmi mesti bangun pgi yth f alarm bebunyi pgi kmi mesti ckp "WAZZZZAAAAP" supaya kmi tarus bangun since dmlm nya kmi hir tdo bth becetaa..hahaha..yth calie! :D yth pagi atu wazzap tah kmi n minum budi!! Budi banar...banar..banar..hehe..

Sal my nini surprised me pgi atu wif another birthday cake n makanan2 yg banyak..n minum teh tarik!! tekajut jua la sal my nini sanggup dtg my house n celebr8 my buffday.. (cucu kesayangan!! haha) ..kmi bca doa selamat n all..den after selasai semua den barutah we pigi Muara beach.. :)

Aly meeza pun buffday on 6th November masa atu so ia ikut putung cake juwaa.. :)

Tenkiuu nini-nini ku... :)

Kmi sampai sana around 12 tghari x..atu ya HOT!! :D mbari itam muaa..

Ada urg men BEACH RUGBY (TOUCH)..ada urg men band..ada urg menyanyi...siuk la juwa mliat.. :)

And nek kuda lgi..paloii tu kuda nya aa..banci ya kan aku bah kuda aa..bebunyi saja ya mcm marah sal aku duduk belakangnyaa..haha.. :D inda g mau bjln tu kuda nya aa..pemalas!! rugi $5..bek jua c Azmi belanjaa..tnx Azmi.. Ia belanja psl buffday ku..hehe! :D

Ani pling SIUK!!!! Gladiatior bouncer kah namanya.. me Vs Nafeez..haha! jan liat badan..walaupun badan ku damit,gugur jua ya uleh ku..haha..siuk laa..was fun berabis..naleh sal ketawa tah gnyaaa.. :)

Napa nafeez??? give up ko?? hahaha..ganash usul mua ku aa..shian s nafezz balik2 ku gugurkan! im the winner!! :D

me baby dk n ly amal setia bersama...hahaha! cepole n his gf..they lewk sweet..bari jeles..hehe! :D

ku buat FACE PAINT lgi..ku buat "burthday girl"..haha..majal urg buffday nya ani..nda mau2..n after ku naleh duduk ku dpn stge bah..guess pa ku buat?? ku teriaki urg menyanyi atu.. i sed "CKP HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAH KU" haha..borrinngg jua ku dah tu..n before the band performed they greet me buffday den..hehe..bari shiaan.. :)

I do YOGA after dat..waahh semua bah kan ku cuba apa sja yg ada d sana..ani c Mina recommend ni..gila eyh payah pnya YOGA ani..mun tulang karas jantah dulu..susah2..hehe!

N obviously i cudnt get u off my mind..! :')

p/s : Happy 20th birthday to me...

. ' 8:57 AM Y

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Haha.. :D i was so surprised! aku ani duduk2 mcm besa lepak2 sama durang yg besa2 dgn lepak..hehe..a lil bit down dat day psl heard story yg buat ku hurt sikit! (emo!) :p yth down den kan lps ku batah2 duduk2 atu den SUDDENLY my frens (especially BBEH) sebasar2nya nyanyi "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" .dgn mua bangang ku,aku kehairanan,APA adaaa durang menyanyi ani..den ku liat belakang..ada Mukee and Qayuum bwa cake ku..hahaha..nden dey continue singing! :D nda ku xpect berabis! hehe..tnx kamu.. :') hugsh! i wanted to cry but sumhow ntah napa my tears nda mau kuar..hehe! (yg pnting mua ku bekuluk la TAK TENTU RASA) hahaha..happy ku tym atu sampai nada ku ingau apa2..emo pun na jdi emo..hehe!

Surprised.. (mcm oren campur udah my feelings... :D)

C Mukee punya kaja ne aa menaruh cream d mua ku..hahaha! :D nda pa lahh..

Sibuk urg anie mutung cake... :D

it says " HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY YAS"... :D okay tnx again i wud lyk to say to all FRENS (Mukee&Qayuum,Bbeh,Mimi,Mina,Hafiz&hanif (sngja ku plg tu namukan nama kamu..haha! ),Nana,Ireni,Arin,Anis,Lee and the rest yg ku nda tesabut namanyaa....tnx alot..Love u all)

Okay den nyt cumz..it was a so-las minute thing..i planned kan jln sal boring d umah so kn liat wyg la ne.. i waited for bg boy to confirm f ia mau ikut liat wyg or not jua..yth the plan was mcm kan jdi jua kan nda jua..den last2 nya mau tah jua liat wyg..so we watched MADAGASCAR 2..siuk!! cali berabis..! hehe.."UR HUGEEE" hehe..ku bawa baby and alay amal juwaa..Mimi pun joined..d rest bis c Mukee pun awal dah planned kan liat wyg so i joined them.. :D den kan c Mina called mlm atu btnya apa plan after liat wyg..DIFIKIRANKU was "GO-KART" laaa..hahaha!

So here we aree......hehehe...enjoying all the moments..Me,Baby dk,ly amal,Mimi and Mina..eyh salah ketinggalan c Hanif pun ikut (lau ada nadia lgi bisai... :D )..hehe..tp c Hafiz nya nada psl ya liat wyg shownya aher.. :D

I like to move it.move it.. hehe..

Cantek eyh adek manis aneh..hahaha!

Ih no parking? cana bleh? :) (kes nada idea apakan d tulis..hehe!)

Kmi main dua roun x a..n keta ku lajuuuuuuuu....!! owh yea..Paw (ly amal's BF) joined us juwaa after dat.. :)

Gilaaa...samseng jodong!! gangstaar..apatu??? huuungg hingg x aaa..hahahaha!

Me and Mina...Yth bah c mina ani bah..bis kmi go cart c mina ckp "bah lakastah jln kamu,jantah dulu blik" n i sed bah lakastah round kiulap..hehe.. :D den c mina ani mcm ada2 sja bah..sekerita lahnya apalah..haha! den ya ckp kan parking rah umah ku dulu lah..sama ya kn k jamban jua katanyaa..RUPANYA.............

Another birthday surprise for me..haha! :D betapuk durang dlm bilik tamu..bekomplot sama my parents..adeh.. :D haha..terkajut la ku lgi sekali..dan buat mua bangang..again!! :D

This tym my RUGBY team mates yg planned! tnx to Baz,Tajul,Ozzie and Ade.. :D and c Dang MINA and MIMI yg diam2 ubi upanya tau ya dah dari awal psl d surprise..TNX kamu..!! :')

p/s : THANK YOU PPL.. :') wud never forget all the great moments..!